I am so on edge,
Can’t sleep at night;
Borrow from tomorrow.
Every day
My shadow gives me fright.
I live on the ledge;
I have to pay
Do I jump?
This wont go away.
Not suicidal,
Not depressed
Inside.
A fucking mess,
Taking time
To sort it out
But I must
Lest things turn nasty.
As previously
Discussed
I cannot leave
The ghastly
Effect of age
Gather rust,
But do not see
You dead.
