I tremble with
The fact I almost caught
You unawares;
But the stares
I receive
I want to believe,
But I cannot achieve
What I set out to do.
The glue
Of my life
Falls apart too easy.
The crazy way I live
I can’t forgive.
You were and are
Precious to me,
And I don’t see
Any way out.
I am not looking for a saviour;
My behaviour
Clouds that out.
Rank poison in my veins
Strains my heart.
But if I could start again
I would.
