In Passing
Touch, Perhaps not a woman Demands. I guess you know I was in love with you. No demands. Hard as old boots. No, not commanded. The suspension Of proclivity; My activity I forget to mention, Just a story that passed.
Touch, Perhaps not a woman Demands. I guess you know I was in love with you. No demands. Hard as old boots. No, not commanded. The suspension Of proclivity; My activity I forget to mention, Just a story that passed.
There are no lies Left to tell; You know them all too well. But the spell That transitions Changes positions. I have no gift to carry, But the parry Of sword. I will listen, As glistening blades Decide on me. I don’t kill that easy; What would a poet Endure, Everything. What had he achieved He had moments, Some good, Some bad. A simple man of ages past That does not figure In our reality.
How slim the line 'Twixt fame and failure. But if you don’t ask Could I do better, And blame the rest That would be a shame. And you claim nothing. And you remain In an endless spiral, Going nowhere. You bare the brunt And confess. Leave it for the bin men. The detritus Does not compromise Us. I am still the same; I get by But something Deep inside has hold Of my soul I cannot jeopardise.
You go on track, Trying to go faster, Competing narratives. Ask you Will you last here? No. Speeding away From controversy, No no no. Climatic changes In our lives Leaves us strangers To truth, So we tell lies. A truth we cannot bear. And so we look And stare. At what? Did I forget? You meant something Or was I dreaming? Possibly. But always scheming.
Come in sir, a suit you want? Gotta measure you first. Gotta measure your thighs. Which way do you dress? Where my balls hang best. Not given to frippery, But that was just a jest. The tailor smiled. I see sir. Showed him many cloths. But one struck him, It was purple. I will take that. But sir that is an outrageous colour, I could not recommend. It's my choice, Not yours. I pay up front; Say you met the joker.
You are very difficult to find More difficult to kill. How many shots did you take? Tequila or bullets? Please, don’t be flippant. There is a great deal at stake.Pray tell. The consensus of opinion Says you are the man for…. It's irrelevant. We need this man eliminated. You mean murdered. You don’t mince words, I like that. The gleam in his eye As a former spy Was cold; His smile belated. He is ex KGB Now lovingly known as FSB. As if that mattered. Why? He works at the Russian embassy, Connected deep into British industry. A threat to national security. Is there any more? Not really. Now go. That’s all you need to know.
Half past midnight His day begins. His tread so quiet As he walks through the night. The darkness hides him. All he has to confide in. Goes to the 24 hour shop, Gets a bottle of wine. Maybe he will sleep tonight Without the dreams. The haunting discord Of his past Still screams. He goes home, Lies on the sofa Without a glass; Drinks from the bottle And hopefully will pass out. But because He never does.
Psychosis By Stephen Whittaker Characters Gabriel Highly intelligent, wealthy man, fighting with his alcohol issues. Compassionate, but can be ruthless when needed. He cuts a lonely figure after several failed relationships. Totally honest in his dealings and generous. Never knows when he is beaten. Something of an idealist, seeking perfection. Good looking, well maintained, but has had health issues down to his previous drinking. Mike An old friend of Gabriels, bonded by fighting in Bosnia. Physically handsome and a hard worker, but not as smart as Gabriel and knows it. Loves his wife Jen but worried about his adopted autistic boy. This was not expected and threw him at the time. A solid, dependable man but perhaps not the most exciting. Jen Very smart, attractive woman. A top lawyer who gave it up to look after her son. Short fused, impatient. No longer in love with Mike but has a sneaking attraction to Gabriel for which she hates herself. Fights with the conflict between stability and excitement. Jamie Odd character with autism. Little speech and no literacy but possesses a unique talent where he can communicate and see things others can’t by touch. Exceptional artist. His comprehension of the world is limited to the ‘here and now’. Very sensitive. Lena A pretty Russian girl with a powerful memory. Saw her father executed on their door step and bares the emotional scars. Resourceful and clever, but cynical of this world, yet unflinchingly brave. Irena The biochemist. Mother of Lena. Attractive woman with a sadness in her eyes at the loss of her husband. Hated the regime she worked for and wanted her findings to go global. Idealistic, believed in peace. Develops an interest in Gabriel, knowing he was not indifferent. She caught him looking. Chapter 1 – Over Dinner “That was nice.” said Jenny. “Yes thanks.” chimed in her husband Mike. Their adopted, and as it turned out, autistic son, (a young teen called Jamie), stared around the restaurant. This was unfamiliar and he was clearly uncomfortable. He had barely touched his food. His mother had said not to worry as he could have his favourite,…
By Stephen Whittaker Two - 1 - Next Morning Where curtain meets curtain a small gap allowed sunlight to seep into the bedroom, catching Irena’s lovely face. He gently kissed her neck and she stretched with a feline quality as she awoke. He had no idea where this would go, where it would lead, but he was compelled to follow. His life had moved from plan to plan and order gave it meaning. It was time to break that mould, lest he atrophied and became a stone monument to himself. They put on their discarded robes from the previous evening and headed downstairs, drawn by the aroma of fine coffee; which meant, of course, Lena was about. “Good morning you two. Sleep well?” “Yes thank you.” said her mother and smiled at Gabriel, "and you?” “Not too bad, but there were some odd noises coming from below. Sounded like a ghost.” She could contain herself no longer and burst out laughing. “Oh Lena, please don’t tease, you will embarrass Gabriel.” “I doubt it given what I heard. Look, I am pleased for you both, and mom you deserve it, especially after what you’ve been through. It was inevitable, I thought you would never get round to it.” “I am still here you know.” piped up Gabriel. Lena walked round the table and kissed his cheek. “Bet I know who made the first move.” looking over at her mother with a broad smile on her face. “Ok ladies, let’s get dressed and go for breakfast.” “Are you cooking tonight?” asked Irena. “If you wish, think what you may like. I will get it later.” Irena always cleared her plate, a heritage from a time when shelves were empty. Times had changed, but there was still a vast underclass, Putin’s power base. He reminded them of Stalin who murdered more people (mainly his own) than Hitler, yet still had statues in his name. It’s impossible to imagine a statue to Hitler in Germany today. Leaving the house both security men left their car as usual, one to follow, the other to guard. Gabriel had informed Irena of his psychotic…
Psychosis Three by Stephen Whittaker Chapter 1 Accident Gabriel owned several garages near his home where he stored exotic automobiles. His favourite was the Maranello Ferrari. He had owned the vehicle some fifteen years and remembered taking his third wife on a first date and she, amusingly, asking about the pony on the steering wheel and why was it there. He had told her it was the Ferrari symbol and hoped to impress. It didn’t. At least, he thought, 'not another gold digger' and they went on to dinner in Fulham. The evening went well and they went back to her place. She had invited him in for a nightcap. “But I am driving.” “Silly boy!” She had given him a long, lingering kiss and at the time he had genuinely thought she could be ‘the one’. Whilst their mutual infatuation had fallen like autumn leaves, he still loved the car and decided to take her out. It had given him such satisfaction over the years and the incalculable pleasure of ownership. Why did he so love fast machinery? It was as if he was trying to escape, and perhaps he was. He loved Irena and her daughter; his life had changed, all for the better. But sometimes he just wanted to drive fast and hard. This was such a moment. He was, in essence, a thrill seeker and there could be no greater thrill than driving at speed. He turned the ignition and the Ferrari gave a throaty roar, like a lion at night. He turned on to the road. With his foot down he felt the slam of acceleration as he moved through the gears. The car had a paddle shift, smooth as silk. He thought Enzo had produced a masterpiece and he began to relax into the cockpit. On the A4 he opened her up, radically breaking speed limits, but the fusion of mind and machine meant he felt safe. This was a grave error of judgement. You can be driving well but you are not the only man on the road and so it proved. All he knew after that was what he had been told.…