Looking at You

This Way

Don’t now don’t leave me this way. I can't resist your tender kiss And it touches my heart. I can never love another And that is that; But I loved you. Maybe not fully expressed, But I did. Don’t you know little fool You never can win? Face the reality, Step up, wise up to reality. But each time I had can't improve Nothing would ever move, So I am screwed. That’s just what I said. I, I can remember Climbing up walls, But vaults of time Not so refined I bend the rules. Do they offer justice? I think not, look, Try to redefine me. But each time I think Just the thought of you Makes me stop. Before I begin Coz' I've got you under my skin.

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A thought

I tremble with The fact I almost caught You unawares; But the stares I receive I want to believe, But I cannot achieve What I set out to do. The glue Of my life Falls apart too easy. The crazy way I live I can't forgive. You were and are Precious to me, And I don’t see Any way out. I am not looking for a saviour; My behaviour Clouds that out. Rank poison in my veins Strains my heart. But if I could start again I would.

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Final Epilogue

What I am about to say Will leave your eyes agog. I have to go away. Death comes easy to me, But living is hard. The shards of ice May pierce my heart, But I can't betray The feelings I have, But I am quite sure you will tell me How should I feel today, So let's have no delay That cannot be explained. So I took a downgrade When I met the end; Grained visions of life Passed before me. I spare you the conclusion, Just my confusion, Just another fuck up kid Rushing the embarrassment Of change. Planet earth which Don’t reverse. How much starch. Don’t blame The poor cunt He was heading in the same way. He failed you at thought He should never Save. No you live, Never kept He was heading To keeping gold to deep golden brown.    

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The Whole World

Every vow I take Every bone I break I can't shake you off. My love endures, There are no cures For the way I feel. I steal moments And memories. They come With such clarity; But part of me Wishes to forget, But that’s not an option. A frozen life Often misunderstood. I would that it were different. I hate the fact you left, But more, I can't get over you. I am not ashamed, My feelings are declaimed. The whole world looks on.

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Loving you

It's like the sun went out. I am in perpetual night; The slightest touch of you Thrills my heart. Where do I start? I have no skill at lying, Maybe but I can't. Love goes deep with me, The transparency Of what we had I can't forget. You knew me And I knew you. The value Of that relation Is not complicated; You have your life to lead And so I wasn’t good enough. I do not offer an explanation, But it is true. You never mean't to hurt me But the pain I feel inside I cannot confide. I knew I was right That night in the restaurant, On our first date. It thrills me live with me But you are too clever To fall for my pride.

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Sweet Symphonia

There is nothing left, Bereft of ideas; But I go on instead. Come up and see; I know what love is And what it’s for. You are strange, A girl I never knew, I don’t have a clue But you were lovely In my eyes. Release, Release, Maybe I find some peace. (This girl going to break your heart) It’s the start Of something new. (She will definitely break it) Then what are you left with? Nothing.

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The Hunt

The hunt for cunt Can I be blunt? Now I’ve tasted blood, Morality passed over As it always should. I talk to you as a friend. Perhaps I bend My own rules And if anyone objects Show me some respect, Let’s keep it cool And just forget. So diner at my favourite restaurant. I make you laugh. I am always discrete, I dress effete And after After The seduction is complete.

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Queen

You are the queen of me, But I am surely no king. So many lacking Bring me to my knees. I look at you And I guess; The deprivation Is true. Taught me a lot, Most of which I forgot. You know I love you, I can’t abstain. I would fight or die for you, That is my right. Transcendent creature that you are, But you are far away. I have no complaints. But I am chained, bound. The sound of these shackles Cuts my heart.

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Would do Anything

I would do anything To get over you, But the ping in my head Calls me to attention. I don’t need to mention the past, You know it already. It's disrespectful That you traduce her And me by association. Who the fuck do you think you are? You cannot talk to me like that. You may make me cry But believe I will get over it.

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Once Upon an Evening Dreary

Once upon an evening dreary, When my bones felt weak and weary I heard a knock on my front door. “Who is there?” I asked. No answer came. I peeped through the curtain. I was certain I saw a man I didn’t know. Who the fuck was this? I will not duck a question So I opened the door. No one there. I shut it again. He stood right behind me. “Do I know you?" I asked. “But I know all about you. If half of it true We can use you.” “For what purpose?” “You were trained, But the story's just begun You belong to us.” “No man claims hold of my life.” “We are not talking of a man. Push that aside." the naivety Of which only raises His attention, Not to mention His hatred of the good.

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Never Let It Be Said

Never let it be said That romance is dead. For there’s so little else Going on in my head. I wake up each day, Try to wish it away And I bide my time. So I climb the walls instead. What you said hurts And the buttons are pressed. Please don’t do this to me. I know I failed But that ship has sailed Long ago. Undeserving wretch that I am I am still a man.

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Excuse

Do you remember when We loved each other? I won't bother with that again Lovers take from each other. But you left me falling apart. I will start again. Yes I will And I can. I have no hatred, But the sentiment Still remains. Maybe I have to pretend. I loved you like no other could. I don’t care what he says, He preys on the soul. You are better than that.

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Currents

You hurt But I don’t cry No more. Tears ran dry Long time ago. But I worry For my heart. I want to explain; And I try And I try. Sort of constant refrain. Find it hard to let go; Perhaps I never will. We climbed the precipice Of love And I took the pain In a fall from grace. Currents of time Can't wash away How I feel today, As I remember Every thing.

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Lessons

Lessons learned That cannot be retrieved; My memory imperfect But the sessions I reject. I don’t look for war But the score won't Be relieved. And so I am turned. I am stronger Than you believe, Though spurned Like a beggar. Unlock my chain Again. No mercy No reprieve, I can fight And feel no pain.

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Brazen

I am brazen And outlandish. Oh yeah, Believe it. No reason, But the memory of taste; The dish I serve. It's complimentary, Oh yeah, But the season Holds no delicacy For me. So I swerve Away, Oh yeah. Don’t patronise me. Is see through it Every day. Yes I do.

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The Cross

Looking for a face that looks familiar, Or something similar. For a life that just escapes you, No, no. The lies told in you name traduce, It’s just abuse. Try to bring me down, But the crown of thorns set there. I bleed to my chair. That’s just the cross I bare. So I don’t care What they say anymore. You have gone away. Left me standing here. So people stare As the blood tears roll down my face. You call me a disgrace. But I am not. Have you forgot, What I did for you?

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