I washed her with care; My touch gentle. All the time, admiring her body, As water dripped over her curves. Having finished the task (Which was my pleasure) I then left. On my return She had dried In the warmth of the sun. A blinding magnificence No man could spurn. So I reached for my helmet. And we went for a ride.
I thought of you on battle fields I fought on. No harm can come to you. The people I shield I can’t begin to tell. If anyone raise a hand to you. Promise I slay them too. My daughter and my woman, Two queens of my heart. And when I am gone They will start again. But the war goes on.
So I bust a gut Trying to rhyme. Just give me some time I will think of something That will blow your mind. Sooner or later The world will catch up with you, The mayhem I left behind. Washed my hands; I was clean again. Not really, Not really. I owe you this much My only child. But the love I feel Could burst through my chest, And I must confess A tear rolls down When I think of you.
I want to take you home, Keep you safe From the nonsense out there. I can’t bare The thought you are unhappy. Slap my face If I am impertinent; I live in my head. No shed, with porno mags. Yet I remain reticent. What must I do To prove my love For you? Maybe I am deranged And certainly Estranged from most; But you wove A spell I can't break. Take this as you will, I can't lie no more. Especially to me. Just want you to know.
If you don’t like it Then just fuck off. My house, My rules. Sure I’ll miss you, But not enough To want you to stay. It’s in my blood. Can’t get it away now, I am not deranged, Estranged from many people That I know. Some fucker looking for an antidote. I was too fiery, I saw fiery Too fiery for you.
So don’t explain it, I can’t try. But I love the way you hurt, And I love the way you lie. A confused mind, One of a kind. The mold is broken. Saying a token To over reach. Yet I preach to the converted. Now I am dry The words wont come To me. I fantasize, but not reality. My patience thin And that is boring To me. Yes it is I just need a kiss. Would you can you Give me this last absolution?
I chose a life less worthy. Don’t think again. Put my finger to your lips Don’t lie again. Can’t we just begin Again? Not really sure. Some thing’s lay forgotten And blister on the floor. In sunlight.
Look dear baby What’s going on between us; Because I sense a difference Between us. Life can be tragic, But is magic At times. When the rhymes don’t fit straight. You can do it, You can do it, I know you can. I am your biggest fan. I will not remonstrate. The lyrics lost in translation. I didn't even know where they came from. Always on your side I take pride in your achievements.
I love the way you laugh. My soul cries out For a woman like that. You are not there for me So let’s make a pact. You know I love, leave that aside. You can ride me senseless; You love my cock, I love your cunt. A simple equation. Maybe I am too blunt. No time to mess around, Don’t be in the lost and found. You’re much better than that.
Her touch indescribable. The scrambled bible in his mind. Was he dealing with an angel? Surely, surely. What else could she be? He gave what he could, Only his love. Prayed it would satisfy, But never sure. Remember, don’t forget, You’re a man. You desire And it’s pure. You never felt this way before? So what if it tears you apart. But what a start!
Kiss me one more time Before I get onto that plane. But through the pain of separation An enduring smile remains. The smile remains. I hold you one more time. Your soft lips touch mine. Our heated breath turns me on so, But I must go. I must go. Now i sit alone and think of you, All the things that we could do. And all the clocks go slow Till i see you again. See you again.
Even when I got sober I knew it was over. You didn’t have to go Behind my back. I would have understood. I wondered how you could, But that’s enough of that. Your not coming back, That’s just a fact. I wear it like a shirt I once had. So I bought new clothes, Getting ready to move on. Leave the past a memory Of what we once had, But now its all gone. You say your guys amazing, He aint crazy like me, If you just wanted normality I guess you got it. Our love was now broken, Just like the token promise I would never use again, But you think I will. So I walk and walk And the sun beats down. The air shimmers before me And all sound fades away, While the street closes in And I try to begin. Words drip from my pen Like the blood ink within, But where do they end?
Is this an olive branch I see, Or some barbed stick to beat me? Not seeking an apology that once, You gave so freely. The viciousness of your attack, Would break the back of lesser men, But I am made of more. The crown for hurting, And the OBE, Well won, Fair play, But they are yours. Perhaps they open doors, But not mine anymore. I think you’re better than that. Maybe not. Maybe I was wrong all along, But I do know you once shone. Take care with that knife you got. The sharpest steel Draws most blood. You cut me deep. I guess I healed.
Listen up, word up hear the call Not a day goes by How and why We ever happened at all You are never on your own Always on the telephone Young men by my pool Tennis coach and fitness trainer There is nothing plainer Drinking all my booze Ten pairs of jimmy choos Armani and Fendi clothes All purchased at Bon Marché Made you happy for a day Accused of intellectual arrogance I don’t get the rhetoric I want to lose the epithet Or I may lose my balance Yes, I was smart Had to be How else would I survive. But you still don’t get it It didn’t fall like Mana from heaven There were no lies I was always present You never worked a day Since you met me Said you couldn’t compete Well, do something else Meeting guys on writing courses Were these the only choices So, died my hair went underground Somewhere I, could not be found Never made a sound That’s how it was for me Bohemian insanity Led me to follow Another's arms and neck And to the sacred hollow What the heck She was not for me Yes, I wasted time If that’s a crime I’ll come quietly
I am not a criminal Sometimes maybe subliminal Point a finger at me I break it off I am famous For being dangerous So don’t fuck about I can shout louder The sound of my voice Your only choice Don’t antagonise me I don’t break so easy Like a snake you step on And bites you in the ass Spitting curses The verses Just won’t rhyme. Get over it There’s still time. But the look on your face Says, your scared You came unprepared Now get off my stage Before I go into rage
Magnify, sanctify, Hallowed be thy name. Did you stand beside me, As I looked for fame? No one held my hand, So I am just the same. I came asking, Now I take the shame. You came looking for me, But you have no claim. So many moons have gone. I see them wax and wane, But truth, truth, Not hard to explain. My duty to memory, Always remains.
The facts, I cannot take away. Take you on a holiday. We go bohemian, For a while. You say I am out of style, But don’t detract from, My smile. I act like a child, I know, But it drives you wild, Pro bono.
Change the beat. I never cheat. Could I ever, Repeat that? Don’t leave. Maybe could. Do I deviate? Why the lie? You never told. So I grow cold. Said I have addictive, Personality, To the truth. Was not enough, For you.
Just shut up and listen, For a while. The devil, Has a handsome Smile. Not like mine, Ripped off, As a child. No ransom paid, So I went wild. A feral kid, Who did what, He did. Relied on no one, Broken. Reject me at your peril. Show some respect. You think me crazy, Will never be lazy. Everything displays me. The cunts. (Did he just say that?) Well he shouldn’t. Wouldn’t remove, The stain on character. He swears a lot. People forgot. Invective, Offers different, Challenges, And ranges.
Happiness, step on my mind. Take liberties, Where I find, But not with you. Stew me out, I can handle it. Show me the door, As I kiss you, J'adore. I got more, Than this. Don’t take the piss. So, took a trip to Palestine, When I kind of lost my mind. I saw hatred, Bite the hook, Take a look, It really sucks. I don’t rhyme for pleasure, But political rhetoric, In equal strength and measure. Kodachrome, black and white, All magic in the neon home.
No idea where I take this don’t want to share. Mental illness, Is not a disease, But please me, Don’t walk away, From me Sometimes I think stoically, You can burn the past. It won't last. Will always bite you in the ass. Memories forgiven, Driven by, What you think you did. You did nothing.