Junkie

His face looks sweaty You can bet he knows what happens next Andrenalin kicks in Flows through his body But the pain Won't go away Not today Not tomorrow So he lives a life in sorrow For something he never did Just want you to know He accepts the situation He is in No regrets or anger Will pacify him The needle marks In his arm Don’t seem to heal So he steals from his future And that’s quit stark

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No More

I stagger when I walk And I spit when I talk. But my eloquence Is no recompense For what I put you through. Sure you got money; I know you didn’t want it But I flaunt it Anyway. I miss your cheeky face Every day of my life. Love severed Impossible to To replace. Not a snow man, I don’t melt away. Been dealt duff hands before But sure I can recover And discover a new reality.

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Hope

You. You Gave me hope That what I saw was true; But that, That was pure fantasy. No melody But discord. And you know me. Just wanted to stay true To you I, I know you're with another. You. You’ve told me many times before I wish I didn’t care so much But somehow I do First love, Last love. Am I looking for crutch To buy Or will I get by?

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Lost in Admiration

I am lost in admiration. My precision Is quite good. I can't touch you anymore, The boundaries created Leave me flat on the floor. But I get up again Or love is not true. I think it is; You give it, Take it, Some times even fake it. That leads to complications, Thwarted And aborted; Views of life contorted. Take love and passion aside Can you abide with what is left? a question for me I think.

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How Does It Feel?

How does it feel? I have no reputation. The music seems unreal, Defies my expectation. Let's keep this real. Been a long time Since I felt your skin Next to me; But trust me Darling I can't forget, And of course I regret What happened between us. I have a different focus now, You have too; But you are always in my lens, Does not cleans The charm of you. Wish it did, But it don’t And so I steal Another day.

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Too Much

We kiss, we touch Am I too much? Did I come on too strong? Love means more to me Than I could ever say, But I still like to play. Sorry, I was wrong; Misfired reasoning, Thoughts gone astray. Forgive my indiscretion; Caught in the moment I guess, where I belong. Take me up, Take me higher. You have the quiet power To inspire. Yes, I need tighter rhymes Yes, I need better rhythm. There is nothing given here. Don’t be kind, I am not blind, Just can't seem to see; But I will find A way To climb the tower Of my expectation I have to believe that much.  

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Judgement Of Paris

It was the wedding day Of Peleus and Thetis. All gods invited, But Eris was turned away. Her discord was not wanted And granted, she grew angry And tossed a golden apple Into the party. Addressed “To fairest goddess.” Three came forward To lay claim, Hera, Athena and Aphrodite And mighty Zeus, Asked to mediate, Declined politely With some lame excuse. He told winged Hermes To take the three To the shepherd prince of Troy, Paris; On his immediate instruction. Each goddess promised many things and more If he chose them. But Aphrodite offered Helen. And after her abduction so began the Trojan war.

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My Emotion Now

Some people might get some pleasure, You're not one, I am sure. On my radio I can put on a show. You were my anchor, Now I am all at sea. Pen to page I don’t know where this leads; It's unformed. Like me. But you get what you see. Made many mistakes But never deceived. I love you too much, Now I can't touch.

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Not Impressive

I know I am not impressive; But I am generous and kind. I pay no mind To those Who find My actions are deplorable. I just want to help, I still think you're adorable. That won't go away, And so I say goodbye My princess. This hurts me more than I can say And I prey And I pray; But there is no way back, I fell too far, No retrieving, No deceiving of who you are.

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Bring Me Back

I mean no harm, But the charm Of me Has gone. Now I am on the run; Escaping what I don’t know. I want to show you The deliberation Of my expectation. I did love you so, Still do. Bring me back from the precipice. Why can't I get a kiss From you? That means something. Your lips are sealed, There's the reveal. You have gone for another. I don’t care about that, But you have bliss In your pocket, And you wear it well. But remember Life is just a spell.

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Magic Vixen

You do not hold back. I know this is true. I said 'I love you' back on you. The sirens scream for an arrest; I detest, that’s an early warning. The sun is dawning. Will I pull through? I must try Or die. You were my magic vixen; A fighter through and through. Ready to save, And be brave good.  

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Scathing Walls

They want me to fit in, So I scratch the walls 'Till my nails bleed. What I need Is to get them off my tail. I can't bail, Never shirk a fight; But the cold light Of my destiny Grows pail. How can such a square peg Fit in to reality? That’s a matter for me To decide. I confide this to you, As you are true. The ship has sailed But I still love you  

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Sadness

I would live, die, or kill for you. These feelings are true. Does that make me a monster? I don’t think so. You, and you alone I will take orders from. This is not subservience, Unbecoming in a man Shackled by love. I can't break free; The orbit of your personality Prevents me. Everywhere I look You are there. Truly a sad state of affairs.  

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Just For You

I write this just for you. I understand what you are going through. There is no closure; Life exposed In its rawest. The pain is great, Don’t operate. I feel the lash too; But we can be heroes, After a fashion. Hold my hand, I can take you there. Where are we now? "I don’t know, But we have to accept Pronto” No escape from humanity.  

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One More Time

The battles lines are drawn, The scornful hate withdrawn. I will go toe to toe With anyone you know. I have lost my greatest treasure; But the measure Of a man Is what he fights for. Justice, Freedom, Is what he claims. But they do not know What happens in dreams. Pass away And the schemes Fall apart. And when he calls Will you pick up the phone, he just needs to hear your voice One more time?

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Who

I, I can remember The falls I had. But you, That’s you I said Rescued me from garbage Without invective. This may be retrospective Musings of a life once held, Now disconnected. They only review So nothing is new. Look around, See the view. I look for the constants; The gravity of mass Speed of light, Yet I am tied to the mast. This heroic prose Does nothing. I set sail on an ocean vast Seeking the legendary who.

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This Way

Don’t now don’t leave me this way. I can't resist your tender kiss And it touches my heart. I can never love another And that is that; But I loved you. Maybe not fully expressed, But I did. Don’t you know little fool You never can win? Face the reality, Step up, wise up to reality. But each time I had can't improve Nothing would ever move, So I am screwed. That’s just what I said. I, I can remember Climbing up walls, But vaults of time Not so refined I bend the rules. Do they offer justice? I think not, look, Try to redefine me. But each time I think Just the thought of you Makes me stop. Before I begin Coz' I've got you under my skin.

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A thought

I tremble with The fact I almost caught You unawares; But the stares I receive I want to believe, But I cannot achieve What I set out to do. The glue Of my life Falls apart too easy. The crazy way I live I can't forgive. You were and are Precious to me, And I don’t see Any way out. I am not looking for a saviour; My behaviour Clouds that out. Rank poison in my veins Strains my heart. But if I could start again I would.

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