What I am about to say

Will leave your eyes agog.

I have to go away.

Death comes easy to me,

But living is hard.

The shards of ice

May pierce my heart,

But I can’t betray

The feelings I have,

But I am quite sure you will tell me

How should I feel today,

So let’s have no delay

That cannot be explained.

So I took a downgrade

When I met the end;

Grained visions of life

Passed before me.

I spare you the conclusion,

Just my confusion,

Just another fuck up kid

Rushing the embarrassment

Of change.

Planet earth which

Don’t reverse.

How much starch.

Don’t blame

The poor cunt

He was heading in the same way.

He failed you at thought

He should never

Save.

No you live,

Never kept

He was heading

To keeping gold to deep golden brown.