Even when I got sober
I knew it was over.
You didn’t have to go
Behind my back.
I would have understood.
I wondered how you could,
But that’s enough of that.
Your not coming back,
That’s just a fact.
I wear it like a shirt
I once had.
So I bought new clothes,
Getting ready to move on.
Leave the past a memory
Of what we once had,
But now its all gone.
You say your guys amazing,
He aint crazy like me,
If you just wanted normality
I guess you got it.
Our love was now broken,
Just like the token promise
I would never use again,
But you think I will.
So I walk and walk
And the sun beats down.
The air shimmers before me
And all sound fades away,
While the street closes in
And I try to begin.
Words drip from my pen
Like the blood ink within,
But where do they end?
