The virginal white marble

Still leaves impressions on my face.

I can’t retrace the past,

It’s gone.

What a waste

I was.

But the connection endures

And floors me

To the ground.

You know that already;

Stay steady and recoup

My own sensory addiction.

I will not improve

The groove I am in.

Don’t begin

To tell the lie,

The lie of  me.

Been a liar all my life.

Pretending when I shouldn’t.

Made cash from chaos

But I still believe

In you.