I look back
At reality
You may not like what you see
A certain familiarity
Waves over me
I have seen this all before
That’s the core
Of my anxiety
Repetitive
Fantasy
Some say
Lock him away
Throw away the key
Don’t matter to me
I wasn’t here in the first place
Perfect alibi
See, truth is solid gold to me
I don’t leave a trace
My shit can be crude
I can be rude
But I showed
How I feel
Didn’t borrow or steal
Trying to make a deal
Purely platonic
No tectonic
Shift required
But I always admired
Your comments are barbed
That’s so fucking sexy
Takes real ingenuity
And fluidity of speech
When people say you are tough
They are not good enough
Can’t compete
The bail queen struts her stuff